March 17, 2005

  • I'm in a philosophical mood...although I'm stalling...I should be writing my 'exciting' Aesthetics paper now...but I am feeling like a procrastinator too. 


    Pascal's Pensees make for an extremely good read.  Although I'm still pondering number 47.  That is basically how I live my life.  I never thought I could adequately find a way to explain the issue of the 'future' that I have been grappeling with lately.  However, I was surprised by Pascal's ability to put into words what I have been contemplating.  Wow I don't think I'm making any sense.  I'm going to bed.  (After I finish my paper and all the other fun stuff)


     


     

March 13, 2005

  • Well it's been a while.  I celebrated my birthday.  It was a rather nice day.  I came home and ate icecream cake, watched X-Men 2 and danced to Britney Spears with my mom.  Actually, it was all very amusing as well. 


    I take forever to buy soemthing when I'm spending my own money.  I'm extremely frugal when it comes to myself.  (Although I've gotten better with indulging)  Well, so my friend Melly gave me a $20 gift card to FYE.  So I went to FYE knowing I culd pick out one CD, so I must have spent an hour in there looking for the perfect CD.  Usually I leave stores feeling dissatisifed with my purchases, but when I left FYE, I was EXTREMELY satisfied with my final decision.  I'm listening to the CD right now in fact.


     


    Anyways...LAST NIGHT I woke up at 2 in the morning with the strange feeling that if I were to look out of my window I would see someone standing there.  About five minutes later I heard my mother open the front door and then look out the back door.  I got up and she told me that someone had been on our roof. She had awakened to their footsteps on the roof and then a loud thud as they jumped off.  It was actually pretty unsettling... hopefully there will be no repeats.  It took me a while to fall back asleep.  I think my body was on 'alert.' 

February 22, 2005

  • College--the thought is infilterating my mind.  Princeton-Xavier-Yale-Notre Dame-William and Mary-Duke-oh and JOHNS HOPKINS!!!!  There are too many to type.  AGH!!!  I canna wait till college.  I am totally looking forward to the whole experience!  Graduation can't come soon enough, yet, at the same time, I'm going to miss highschool...

February 12, 2005

  • Thank you for a funky time...call me up whenever you wanna--uh--anyways, I won't finish that.  Well, I roasted hotdogs--good.  I'm in an--Emily Dickinson--mood.  I'll stop. 

    The Dance

    Comments--

    -Was slow in getting the party on.

    -Would have been better if Shak came.

    -Played okay songs.

    -People were bustin out good moves.

    -Memorable smiles at Steak and Shake.

     

     

    Agnus Dei, qui tollis peccata mundi, miserere nobis.     

    Agnus Dei, qui tollis peccata mundi, dona nobis pacem.

February 7, 2005

  • The rain set early in tonight, 
    The sullen wind was soon awake, 
    It tore the elm-tops down for spite, 
    And did its worst to vex the lake: 
    I listened with heart fit to break. 
    When glided in Porphyria; straight 
    She shut the cold out and the storm, 
    And kneeled and made the cheerless grate 
    Blaze up, and all the cottage warm; 
    Which done, she rose, and from her form 
    Withdrew the dripping cloak and shawl, 
    And laid her soiled gloves by, untied 
    Her hat and let the damp hair fall, 
    And, last, she sat down by my side 
    And called me. When no voice replied, 
    She put my arm about her waist, 
    And made her smooth white shoulder bare, 
    And all her yellow hair displaced, 
    And, stooping, made my cheek lie there, 
    And spread, o'er all, her yellow hair, 
    Murmuring how she loved me--she 
    Too weak, for all her heart's endeavor, 
    To set its struggling passion free 
    From pride, and vainer ties dissever, 
    And give herself to me forever. 
    But passion sometimes would prevail, 
    Nor could tonight's gay feast restrain 
    A sudden thought of one so pale 
    For love of her, and all in vain: 
    So, she was come through wind and rain. 
    Be sure I looked up at her eyes 
    Happy and proud; at last I knew 
    Porphyria worshiped me: surprise 
    Made my heart swell, and still it grew 
    While I debated what to do. 
    That moment she was mine, mine, fair, 
    Perfectly pure and good: I found 
    A thing to do, and all her hair 
    In one long yellow string I wound 
    Three times her little throat around, 
    And strangled her. No pain felt she; 
    I am quite sure she felt no pain. 
    As a shut bud that holds a bee, 
    I warily oped her lids: again 
    Laughed the blue eyes without a stain. 
    And I untightened next the tress 
    About her neck; her cheek once more 
    Blushed bright beneath my burning kiss: 
    I propped her head up as before 
    Only, this time my shoulder bore 
    Her head, which droops upon it still: 
    The smiling rosy little head, 
    So glad it has its utmost will, 
    That all it scorned at once is fled, 
    And I, its love, am gained instead! 
    Porphyria's love: she guessed not how 
    Her darling one wish would be heard. 
    And thus we sit together now, 
    And all night long we have not stirred, 
    And yet God has not said a word!


    --Robert Browning

January 31, 2005

  • I just binged on my grandma's banana bread.  AGH...yes this is the grandmother who will make rice crispies with strange red and green pepper-like chunks in it.  In other words, she slips in healthy food etc whenever she can.  She doesn't waste food either.  One day, my dad didn't eat his pizza crust.  Guess where he found them again.  In his breakfast--scrambled eggs.  Gag me.  Actually, though, I didn't taste anything weird in the bread, so it was probably (hopefully) okay.


     

January 29, 2005

  • Wow, I'm really tired...I have no idea why.  I guess it could be due to excessive lack of sleep....heh.  I just saw Hide N Seek with some friends.  Acutally, that was a pretty scary movie. It was one of my favorite kinds, a psychological thriller--those are the best.  Then I watched Nightmare on Elm Street, and this evening I'm going to watch Identity.  So it's like a scary movie marathon for me this weekend.  I'm so glad to finally be able to drive around.  I love the feeling of just being able to get out whenver I want, and to be able to do personal little errands for myself.  (Like when I want a CD, I can actually go and buy it without having to wait a year to convince my mom to take me)...anyways, I'm going to go eat or something now.


     

January 26, 2005

  • Life has been flying by.  Days blend with each other.  I feel as if my life is being sucked away from me.  What can I do but accept my fate as destined to die? 

     

    Weston: WOMAN!!
    Weston: CLEAN MY DISHES!!
    Me: ASIAN
    Me: MAKE MY CHEAP TOYS
    Me: psh

January 23, 2005

  • Wow, it's cold today.  It's so lonely 'round the fields of Athenry...yeah I'll get back on this later when I actually have something to say.

September 24, 2004

  • Hi...my name is Christalyn.
    I like Starbursts, and Sweetarts. Um, I can't think of anything to write. I'll think of more later...so yah.